extraterrestrialhitchhiker:

infinite-macro-kozmik:

We do not really experience the truth. Everything we encounter in this life….things, people, places, events, are all experienced through our own, personal filter; these are only distorted reflections of what is really going on. We are each living in our very own personal dream…..and no two people will experience anything the same way. If I cannot experience your dream, and you cannot experie…nce mine, how can I tell you that I am “right” and you are “wrong”? Until we awaken from the dream, all “truth” is subjective. This planet is inhabited by billions of dreamers, each starring in their very own, personal dream. Conflict will continue until we understand this, and until we stop trying in vain to have others see things our way. Trying to change others is an impossibility and a terrible waste of time and energy, I feel. What would happen if we each focused on cleansing and mastering our own perceptions instead? 

this is insanely fantastic, and so insanely true

I relapsed and I’m so scared of the day I’ll have my last appointment with my therapist and I just want to put myself together next week or so and tell him that there’s so much worse things in my mind than what I’ve told him, and that I’m empty and lost and dead inside and that I don’t think I have any energy or strength left for anything. But I won’t and after therapy I’ll still be where I am now because I couldn’t talk to him because I’m ashamed and scared he’ll judge me or what. I only told him about the self harm once and then he asked about it a few weeks later and I said no which was true at the time but I wish he’d come up with this topic again so I don’t have to but I think I need to oh my


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i just rewatched the doctor who doomsday episode and oh my god it gets worse every time, the more of their lines you memorize the worse it gets, and imagining how billie and david struggled with all the emotions after the last scene makes it so much more real annd i still believe that ten crying in the tardis after he disappeared is the only time the doctor cries oh god oh god oh my god what a terrible thing 


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